Life is really difficult. You feel crippled and afraid, you’d grasp for the closest thing for survival. It feels like sinking on quicksand. The more I struggle, the more I get trapped. Where can I look for help? From a God who feels distant and cold? I’m falling apart. I hope God hears me. God if you’re there I wish you’d lend me a hand. Please lend me a hand. This is as far as I can carry this. I know You are alive and real, be real to me please..